Dating With God

I can not take it anymore, I need Your grace and strength.

It's hurt, to marry with someone who has her own way on doing things and never admit to her mistake... some more keep repeating it.

She said she don't care even I have a new partners out there. Lord, is this the relationship that you want me to face and continue? Because of one mistake i have done?

Lord, you are the one who i can talk to right now. My words may show unrespect but you are the one i can talk to.

Only you can hold on me, since you know Lord i m not a good guy. I can do lots of thing in order to revenge to someone who feel she always right in what she is doing.

Lord, i know you don't want me to revenge. You ask me to love and forgive as what You have done to me. But I really need your grace and strength to do this Lord.

I feel confuse to choose.. should I serve you full time or go into marketplace?

If i serve You full time - she need to work in the company and the incident will continue happen.

If i go into marketplace - i will miss out Your destiny in me.

How to choose Lord? You are God that can speak and not like the other idols which are blind, deaf and handicap!

Speak to me Lord, I lost..............

I dont know how to maintain a marriage that she doesn't care.... i dont want to be a lone ranger.

There's lots of things and problems because of money.

God You says when we seek Your kingdoms and righteousness, all we need You will give it to us.

Now God, I ask for Your grace Lord even i know i don't seek Your face earnestly.You ask us not to serve mammon. But God, i choose You because i love you.. but i need money to support my needs Lord, and You know.

Teach me Your way Lord, not my way...

I can not walk anymore if You didn't hold my hand to pass through.

I need Your grace and love now Lord!

forgive me Lord, if my words againts You...