Dating With God

Cry, cry, cry...

0 comments Posted by Dreamfly at 8:48 PM

1 Save me, O God,

for the waters have come up to my neck.

2 I sink in the miry depths,

where there is no foothold.

I have come into the deep waters;

the floods engulf me.

3 I am worn out calling for help;

my throat is parched.

My eyes fail,

looking for my God.

4 Those who hate me without reason

outnumber the hairs of my head;

many are my enemies without cause,

those who seek to destroy me.

I am forced to restore

what I did not steal.

5 You know my folly, O God;

my guilt is not hidden from you.

6 May those who hope in you

not be disgraced because of me,

O Lord, the LORD Almighty;

may those who seek you

not be put to shame because of me,

O God of Israel.

7 For I endure scorn for your sake,

and shame covers my face.

8 I am a stranger to my brothers,

an alien to my own mother's sons;

9 for zeal for your house consumes me,

and the insults of those who insult you fall on me.

10 When I weep and fast,

I must endure scorn;

11 when I put on sackcloth,

people make sport of me.

12 Those who sit at the gate mock me,

and I am the song of the drunkards.

13 But I pray to you, O LORD,

in the time of your favor;

in your great love, O God,

answer me with your sure salvation.

14 Rescue me from the mire,

do not let me sink;

deliver me from those who hate me,

from the deep waters.

15 Do not let the floodwaters engulf me

or the depths swallow me up

or the pit close its mouth over me.

16 Answer me, O LORD, out of the goodness of your love;

in your great mercy turn to me.

17 Do not hide your face from your servant;

answer me quickly, for I am in trouble.

18 Come near and rescue me;

redeem me because of my foes.

19 You know how I am scorned, disgraced and shamed;

all my enemies are before you.

20 Scorn has broken my heart

and has left me helpless;

I looked for sympathy, but there was none,

for comforters, but I found none.

21 They put gall in my food

and gave me vinegar for my thirst.

22 May the table set before them become a snare;

may it become retribution and [a] a trap.

23 May their eyes be darkened so they cannot see,

and their backs be bent forever.

24 Pour out your wrath on them;

let your fierce anger overtake them.

25 May their place be deserted;

let there be no one to dwell in their tents.

26 For they persecute those you wound

and talk about the pain of those you hurt.

27 Charge them with crime upon crime;

do not let them share in your salvation.

28 May they be blotted out of the book of life

and not be listed with the righteous.

29 I am in pain and distress;

may your salvation, O God, protect me.

30 I will praise God's name in song

and glorify him with thanksgiving.

31 This will please the LORD more than an ox,

more than a bull with its horns and hoofs.

32 The poor will see and be glad—

you who seek God, may your hearts live!

33 The LORD hears the needy

and does not despise his captive people.

34 Let heaven and earth praise him,

the seas and all that move in them,

35 for God will save Zion

and rebuild the cities of Judah.

Then people will settle there and possess it;

36 the children of his servants will inherit it,

and those who love his name will dwell there.

Happy new year, Father

0 comments Posted by Dreamfly at 10:24 PM

Father, It has been three years of been a Christian. Many things happened for the last two years,but You never leave me alone.

I am serving in Your church now. I feel happy to serve You Lord, and I wish my family will serve You full time together with me.

I know You are preparing the way for me. No one can prepare the way for You unless You choose to.

Father, I really want to see my generation turn their hearts back to You. i want to see the whole Malaysia and the whole Asia worship You freely everywhere.

Once again I pray Father:

"Raise up Your Nazirite's generation who truly seek Your face wholeheartedly with fasting and prayer, worship and holy life.

When we humble ourselves before You Father, raise us up to be Your voice and shake the whole nation!

Father, may Your kingdom come and Your will be done, on earth as it's on heaven..."

I love You, my heavenly Father.

Today is a New day..

0 comments Posted by Dreamfly at 11:59 PM

God, before I saying anything can i praise Your name first?

Jehovah! the only God who keeps covenant and abounding in love. The Holy One of Israel and Your name shall be praise! Hallelujah!

What happened today Lord, it's out of my mind. I truly know that You are God who listen and answer prayer. You are too real, my lovely Father.

God, i just want to give thanks to You that You have restored my family, marriage, my wife...

You are a good God.

I am speechless now, because i saw Your glory in our life. Who am i today is no long who i was. I am new in Jesus Christ.

I believe that Lord, You will continue to bless us, protect us, loves us, with us in this new beginning.

May all the glory, praise, kingdom go to You!

O God, There's just a beginning...

0 comments Posted by Dreamfly at 12:49 PM

Father, my wife and I almost finish the 2 years supervision period. It's not easier to going through all of these difficulties without Your grace God.

Now, Joseph is 14 months old... Even it's only 2 years, but Father i felt like i have passed through many years.. it's just like a "compacted" life course to me :D.

I know God, You have told me after the supervision period You will bring me out of the cloud and serve You. Do You know that, I feel who I am living now is no longer who I was.

Maybe it's has been long time I seldom connect with outside. Father, be frank to You that sometime I felt a bit low-esteem.

Why? erm.. 2 years I didn't work for anyone excerpt doing my own online business. My wife support most of my expenses. God, I am a guy and it's not a good feeling to spent wife's money.

But i know that all this bad feeling is not from You, and I know that all the money from is from You. Holy Spirit, my best friend, please help me to overcome this.

Just want to say thanks for giving me chances and grace all the time Father. You are the best Father i ever seen. I know in my spirit that, this is just a beginning and God You are preparing me for Your greater plan.

Holy Spirit, I ask for more of Your favor. Please help me to listen to Your little voice more clearly. Like this morning, i couldn't differentiate the voice because they sounded almost the same.

I know God, I have to face another greater spiritual warfare when You are preparing to pull me out from the cloud. But I am not afraid because i know You are with me like what You are doing all the time.

Thanks for being my good Shepherd, my Shield, my Rock, my Savior...

I love You Daddy...

My heart is so pain, Lord...

0 comments Posted by Dreamfly at 8:24 AM

Lord, my heart is very pain Lord.

I can not take it anymore, I need Your grace and strength.

It's hurt, to marry with someone who has her own way on doing things and never admit to her mistake... some more keep repeating it.

She said she don't care even I have a new partners out there. Lord, is this the relationship that you want me to face and continue? Because of one mistake i have done?

Lord, you are the one who i can talk to right now. My words may show unrespect but you are the one i can talk to.

Only you can hold on me, since you know Lord i m not a good guy. I can do lots of thing in order to revenge to someone who feel she always right in what she is doing.

Lord, i know you don't want me to revenge. You ask me to love and forgive as what You have done to me. But I really need your grace and strength to do this Lord.

I feel confuse to choose.. should I serve you full time or go into marketplace?

If i serve You full time - she need to work in the company and the incident will continue happen.

If i go into marketplace - i will miss out Your destiny in me.

How to choose Lord? You are God that can speak and not like the other idols which are blind, deaf and handicap!

Speak to me Lord, I lost..............

I dont know how to maintain a marriage that she doesn't care.... i dont want to be a lone ranger.

There's lots of things and problems because of money.

God You says when we seek Your kingdoms and righteousness, all we need You will give it to us.

Now God, I ask for Your grace Lord even i know i don't seek Your face earnestly.You ask us not to serve mammon. But God, i choose You because i love you.. but i need money to support my needs Lord, and You know.

Teach me Your way Lord, not my way...

I can not walk anymore if You didn't hold my hand to pass through.

I need Your grace and love now Lord!

forgive me Lord, if my words againts You...

What I ask for in 2009?

0 comments Posted by Dreamfly at 3:01 AM

" God i give thanks to you for leading me through the year of 2008. I ask for your forgiveness for my complaint, faithless, and disobedience.

You are my shepherd and you are my healer. What I have today God, is from you through your one and only son, Jesus.

I can't do anything to exchange Your love, You love me not because of what I have done for you. It's because You love me before i was formed in my mother worm.

God, what I ask for in 2009 is to have intimate relationship with You, and people around me.

The reason why Jesus died on cross is to restore our relationship.

Jesus, You died for our relationship... there is no gods like You!

I am speechless Father... Just want to tell you from the bottom of my heart.

I love you, Daddy"

From your son,

Steve

God is Writing Speech Script for Me..

0 comments Posted by Dreamfly at 1:22 PM

Sometime i don't understand why i have to face many problems in my life at my age...

I complaint, upset, dissapointed... because it's too hard for me.

I can not sleep last night, fear is attacking my mind and i start to pray. God is good, suddenly there was a thought splash into my mind.

" There have no testimonials to share on the stage if your life in normal"

God is writing speech script for me!

Roman 8:28

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

" Heavenly Father, sometime i don't know why all of this happen. But I know You have the plans for me, the plans for hope and future.

I know it will be hard Lord, but i put my trust in You because i know You will not leave me nor forsake me

Change me Lord, and use me for your glory not mine.

May Your kingdom come, Your will be done. On earth as it in heaven...

In Jesus name, amen.."

Thanks for writing the speech script for me God, my beloved author of salvation..

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