Father, my wife and I almost finish the 2 years supervision period. It's not easier to going through all of these difficulties without Your grace God.
Now, Joseph is 14 months old... Even it's only 2 years, but Father i felt like i have passed through many years.. it's just like a "compacted" life course to me :D.
I know God, You have told me after the supervision period You will bring me out of the cloud and serve You. Do You know that, I feel who I am living now is no longer who I was.
Maybe it's has been long time I seldom connect with outside. Father, be frank to You that sometime I felt a bit low-esteem.
Why? erm.. 2 years I didn't work for anyone excerpt doing my own online business. My wife support most of my expenses. God, I am a guy and it's not a good feeling to spent wife's money.
But i know that all this bad feeling is not from You, and I know that all the money from is from You. Holy Spirit, my best friend, please help me to overcome this.
Just want to say thanks for giving me chances and grace all the time Father. You are the best Father i ever seen. I know in my spirit that, this is just a beginning and God You are preparing me for Your greater plan.
Holy Spirit, I ask for more of Your favor. Please help me to listen to Your little voice more clearly. Like this morning, i couldn't differentiate the voice because they sounded almost the same.
I know God, I have to face another greater spiritual warfare when You are preparing to pull me out from the cloud. But I am not afraid because i know You are with me like what You are doing all the time.
Thanks for being my good Shepherd, my Shield, my Rock, my Savior...
I love You Daddy...
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