God, before I saying anything can i praise Your name first?
Jehovah! the only God who keeps covenant and abounding in love. The Holy One of Israel and Your name shall be praise! Hallelujah!
What happened today Lord, it's out of my mind. I truly know that You are God who listen and answer prayer. You are too real, my lovely Father.
God, i just want to give thanks to You that You have restored my family, marriage, my wife...
You are a good God.
I am speechless now, because i saw Your glory in our life. Who am i today is no long who i was. I am new in Jesus Christ.
I believe that Lord, You will continue to bless us, protect us, loves us, with us in this new beginning.
May all the glory, praise, kingdom go to You!
Father, my wife and I almost finish the 2 years supervision period. It's not easier to going through all of these difficulties without Your grace God.
Now, Joseph is 14 months old... Even it's only 2 years, but Father i felt like i have passed through many years.. it's just like a "compacted" life course to me :D.
I know God, You have told me after the supervision period You will bring me out of the cloud and serve You. Do You know that, I feel who I am living now is no longer who I was.
Maybe it's has been long time I seldom connect with outside. Father, be frank to You that sometime I felt a bit low-esteem.
Why? erm.. 2 years I didn't work for anyone excerpt doing my own online business. My wife support most of my expenses. God, I am a guy and it's not a good feeling to spent wife's money.
But i know that all this bad feeling is not from You, and I know that all the money from is from You. Holy Spirit, my best friend, please help me to overcome this.
Just want to say thanks for giving me chances and grace all the time Father. You are the best Father i ever seen. I know in my spirit that, this is just a beginning and God You are preparing me for Your greater plan.
Holy Spirit, I ask for more of Your favor. Please help me to listen to Your little voice more clearly. Like this morning, i couldn't differentiate the voice because they sounded almost the same.
I know God, I have to face another greater spiritual warfare when You are preparing to pull me out from the cloud. But I am not afraid because i know You are with me like what You are doing all the time.
Thanks for being my good Shepherd, my Shield, my Rock, my Savior...
I love You Daddy...
Lord, my heart is very pain Lord.
I can not take it anymore, I need Your grace and strength.
It's hurt, to marry with someone who has her own way on doing things and never admit to her mistake... some more keep repeating it.
She said she don't care even I have a new partners out there. Lord, is this the relationship that you want me to face and continue? Because of one mistake i have done?
Lord, you are the one who i can talk to right now. My words may show unrespect but you are the one i can talk to.
Only you can hold on me, since you know Lord i m not a good guy. I can do lots of thing in order to revenge to someone who feel she always right in what she is doing.
Lord, i know you don't want me to revenge. You ask me to love and forgive as what You have done to me. But I really need your grace and strength to do this Lord.
I feel confuse to choose.. should I serve you full time or go into marketplace?
If i serve You full time - she need to work in the company and the incident will continue happen.
If i go into marketplace - i will miss out Your destiny in me.
How to choose Lord? You are God that can speak and not like the other idols which are blind, deaf and handicap!
Speak to me Lord, I lost..............
I dont know how to maintain a marriage that she doesn't care.... i dont want to be a lone ranger.
There's lots of things and problems because of money.
God You says when we seek Your kingdoms and righteousness, all we need You will give it to us.
Now God, I ask for Your grace Lord even i know i don't seek Your face earnestly.You ask us not to serve mammon. But God, i choose You because i love you.. but i need money to support my needs Lord, and You know.
Teach me Your way Lord, not my way...
I can not walk anymore if You didn't hold my hand to pass through.
I need Your grace and love now Lord!
forgive me Lord, if my words againts You...
" God i give thanks to you for leading me through the year of 2008. I ask for your forgiveness for my complaint, faithless, and disobedience.
You are my shepherd and you are my healer. What I have today God, is from you through your one and only son, Jesus.
I can't do anything to exchange Your love, You love me not because of what I have done for you. It's because You love me before i was formed in my mother worm.
God, what I ask for in 2009 is to have intimate relationship with You, and people around me.
The reason why Jesus died on cross is to restore our relationship.
Jesus, You died for our relationship... there is no gods like You!
I am speechless Father... Just want to tell you from the bottom of my heart.
I love you, Daddy"
From your son,
Steve
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